outreach

The world offers many luxuries and I often ask for these from my Parents. I was never contented and I always asked for more. There were times when I thought that no one could have a harder time than me. I felt like I’m carrying the world. I could still remember my mom telling me that millions can’t afford 3 meals a day and I, given food, don’t want to eat. I didn’t really mind her then but the outreach gave me a different perspective of life.

The children came wearing big smiles on their faces. They didn’t think of us as strangers instead they gave us their trust which impressed me a lot because it was our first time to meet and giving their trust right away was a big deal. With their situations in life, it made me wonder why they were so happy. They weren’t wearing new clothes and they only lived a simple life but there was a feeling of fulfillment within them. it was hard to bid them goodbye because they were so sweet. Some even gave us their candies. Although we were all exhausted, it was so much fun to escort these young angels. Guiding them to the washrooms, giving them food, fixing their line, telling them stories, talking with them, everything was great.

The outreach changed me for the better. I learned lifelong lessons which I will never learn in academies only. I will never forget this experience and I’m very grateful to be part of the children’s lives and them to be part of mine. I hope that the outreach will continue to touch the lives of our fellow needy countrymen.

MAY GOD BLESS US ALL!

exams. .XD

torture..
brainsuckers..
eyebag-makers..
tests...
these are what exams are..
and being through this battlefield once more,
its time to rest and relax...
for we are nearing....

VACATION!

hello christmas parties...

malls...

dear bed...

goodbye alarm clock..

study periods..

homeworks..

projects..

and all the blah blah requirements..

but then it would mean..

goodbye classmates and friends..:(

oh well...

we will see each other again soon and

we can always keep in touch...

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!:)

wishes

wishes....
it is always good to wish..
its free and noone can actually stop you..
but then sometimes these things that you ask for dont really come..
even if you did your best, nothing happens...
then you ask whats wrong?
but nothing is wrong, its just what you call
"not the right time"
then when is the right time?
that would be OGK Law..
it feels bad and dissappointing but thats life...
and LIFE GOES ON...
i would like to share this to you guys:

Everything Has Its Time3

For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven:
2 a time to be born, and a time to die;
a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted;
3 a time to kill, and a time to heal;
a time to break down, and a time to build up;
4 a time to weep, and a time to laugh;
a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
5 a time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together;
a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
6 a time to seek, and a time to lose;
a time to keep, and a time to throw away;
7 a time to tear, and a time to sew;
a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
8 a time to love, and a time to hate;
a time for war, and a time for peace.

friends.....

friends are your angels in disguise....
they help you whenever you are down...
but then how sure are you that they are your friends?
i often ask myself who my true friends are and i end up with only one who is of course the almighty GOD....
but then i realize that friends are also human and they also commit mistakes and so we must not judge them right away....
there are times when they dont understand you but hell, who will always do but only GOD?
sometimes we just ask for too much and we dont notice all the blessings that we already have like our friends....
so dont give up friendship cause its one of the true treasures in life....

"keep caring!"

-care bears :)

Bullies....

bullies are what they call tormentors, intimidators...
well whatever you call them,,,
never in my life did i like bullies.....
but, unfortunately, we never run out of these abnormal organisms....
well, bullies are these human beings who got a big deal of arrogance and lack of attention...
i guess life on earth would not be much fun without them...
but of course, we all have our own borders, or limitations on accepted bullying and extremely annoying bullying...
i have reached my limit this afternooon...
my classmates, were teasing me to a guy i don't like...
i don't know if i will pity him or be mad at him because he is such an idiot....
but being a christian and believer of God, i just let it pass..
but they tipped the line this afternoon...
i never felt so bullied in my stay here...
i can still accept bullying because it is a way of fulfilling the subconscious needs of others...
but physical pain is not RIGHT anymore....
bullying is fine if you can set your own limitations...
but these guys were different....
they are not human...
as my mind filled with rage, they didn't seem to care...
i know how it feels to bully and it feels so good, honestly,....
but i also know how it feels to be bullied,....
and it isn't good at all....
i dont want to file an IR or something of the sort because they are my classmates and i somehow care for them even though the short time we all just knew each other...
but i don't want it this way...
if i don't make a move, nothing will change and i cannot gain the respect i deserve....
i will give them a chance. a LAST chance, if they continue,,,,,,
its their loss, not mine.....
this is a call to bullies and victims of bullying...
analyze what's happening before you even react.....
don't be idiots people,,,
open your eyes and see what is right and just....
..............peace out..................

sacrifice

sacrifice is when you surrender something for the sake of something else..
an experienced occured to me about this....
i left 'something' i really needed for my first subject....
it was 2 minutes before the first bell and i asked my teacher if i can go to the washroom...
of course he allowed me...
but the truth was i rushed to the dorm to get' it'.....
i never felt so pressured in my whole life.....
fortunately, i came back to the room at the second bell..
i was still gasping for breath and very red at that ang my teacher even thought that i was sick.....
that was so exhausting but of course life goes on....
then after dismissal, one of my friends told me that i saved souls because of letting them borrow my 'thing'...
it feels good to suffer for the good of others...
i encourage you to experience the same sensation...

karma

is there such a thing as karma?
may it be good or bad............
they say its something that happens to you after you did an action...
i have wondered about it with such an experience of having deteriorating grades...
well, i guess it is a living proof that everything that we do has their own consequences....
a new lesson learned for me.....
and i want to share it with you........

hello world and all who inhabit it....
what on earth are we here for? join me in discovering the true essence of life....
sometimes we are the only beings who can understand ourselves...
but then, we are always accompanied by someone intangible...
who? join me in discovering....
be yourself and let the world hear you!!!!!!!!!!!!
PEACE OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!